We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

eymd smith

by eymd smith

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      €7 EUR  or more

     

1.
in cyanwood street all days are the same wives buying fish to cook for husbands they hate next door neighbours still watering plants and stray cats playing in the trash cans in cyanwood street our squares are bus stops in the pavement lines flow all the rivers we dropped the moon hides behind radio masts and satellite plates. but there’s a hill at the end of that street where just old people gather and look at the stars everytime that you make me feel sad i like to go there and dream that i’m a part of its grass in cyanwood street there's only one bar and a house that is blue when all houses are white and a wedding dress shop that for some reason fits with a sign ‘we are closed due to grief’ but there’s a hill at the end of that street where just old people gather and look at the stars everytime that you make me feel sad i like to go there and dream that i’m a part of its grass on my back and the city above i couldn’t stop thinking that crazy thought all the movies you say you don’t get i will hire some new friends and we’ll turn them into tv-shows
2.
dream 04:00
look at the leaves their colour it changes everyday that we don't get to speak i was waiting for you under our tree watching wind gently brushing the field and i found all the seasons passing me over leaving stains on my window i can hear their meowing i can hear them bark but they always outrun my hands I was looking at goats that were looking for grass at the birds that were chirping for spring at the people all idly gathering sticks celebrating the end of the week and i found all the seasons passing me over leaving stains on my window i can hear their meowing i can hear them bark but they always outrun my hands from the place where i come all the people are sad even if you have called me the saddest i'll arrange a dance class for the day that you come 'cause you said you like dancing a lot and i found all the seasons passing me over leaving stains on my window i can hear their meowing i can hear them bark but they always outrun my hands and they sang a last song as their last laugh they laughed before vanishing into the dust
3.
see annie come out of the sea wearing nothing all the boys of the town look at her through their glasses as she walks by the shore as she lies on her towel how I wish that i were oh that towel of hers and i die to know her secret and i promise that i’ll keep it for the days that i spend looking outside my window just to see the pink car slowing down in your driveway maybe steal a blown kiss that i’ll flaunt to my friends the next day back in school they both like how you look i deserve to know your secret and i promise that i’ll keep it i die to know your secret and i promise that i’ll keep it
4.
candy 03:22
i waste my life on easy girls and alcohol 'cause carmen doesn’t look at me and i know for sure that if she ever asked me to i’d fly from our high school’s roof 'cause she has a way pronouncing double o’s and a’s that makes me lose my fucking brain after seeing her buying candy getting ready for a party should have seen her too and when we meet down on the laundry corridor my kindest face i’ll always show cause if i were her cheap and easy sunday toy i know i’d die a lucky boy she don’t believe in unicorns and words of love i don’t believe in waking up alone after seeing her buying candy getting ready for a party should have seen her when you could
5.
cringe 02:18
i was staring at the wall doing nothing all day long thinking only of you and i never turn on lights cause i think better at night but you don’t know about those things i think i lost my number so can i have your number i know writing songs is lame when they all include your name this is how i make love to you each day still i’d want to take a dive swim inside the sea of eyes every time that i try my knees get weak i want to like my face so help me find a way in seconds the song ends so will you be my friend? or someone who’s there when i’m losing it and if i make you cringe well i’m high on claritin
6.
for ages i’ve been searching for a firefly fruit when ripe i left my children, left my wife and lost my previous life i walked through mountains, overseas i crossed the northern lights to find somebody who might know where firefly fruits turn ripe it’s hanging from a tree branch that is hanging from a tree the tree branch told me “brother it’s not what it’s meant to be” oh no, not what it’s meant to be for ages I’ve been searching for a firefly fruit when ripe it’s said it makes the mushrooms grow the water turn to ice and knows a story word for word it whispers during nights and if I heard it I’m sure I’d stop searching for a while it’s hanging from a tree branch that is hanging from a tree the tree branch told me “brother it’s not what it’s meant to be” oh no, not what it’s meant to be for ages I’ve been searching for you wouldn’t understand for if you did you’d take my head and try to find it first for ages I’ve been searching for a firefly fruit when ripe i must have found one once before but lost it searching more it’s hanging from a tree branch that is hanging from a tree the tree branch told me “brother it’s not what it’s meant to be” oh no, not what it’s meant to be
7.
i first saw her down at the port she was looking at ship as they left the sad city she was happy or maybe just calm but no matter what so unquestionably pretty she was high on salt breeze and amphetamines and everything else the party girls bring to the parties they throw at the end of the town as they lay scattered around slowly sucking their teeth if you love me will you stay if you love me you will stay she's sad when she knows i get drunk carmen of the port every night she's with another man carmen of the port and i found the house by the river you said that you want for your future children i know 'who am i to talk' but the boy you just like likes you more on the bed we lie down just like old friends she lights up a cigarrete i hum a new tune and she asks me is this yours you have written much better before i believe what goes wrong with your days i can't stand all the rot that comes up from the town everytime i go out it burns up my nostrils and she offers a smile with a slip of her shirt and she says 'baby it's fine after all all is fleeting' if you love me you will stay if you loved me you would stay she's sad when she knows i get drunk carmen of the port every night she's with another man carmen of the port and she says that she loves me as a son carmen of the port but my love is much darker than that carmen of the port i found that house by the river you said that you want for your future children i know 'who am i to talk' but the boy you just like likes you more
8.
entropy 03:24
no more talks about living town ‘cause talks like these just get me down i’d rather stay inside my home all day and think of ways to pass the time until it gets too late i don’t know the reason why you frown and i don’t really care to find it out the sun is just a ball that will explode and all will die but if you’d like, then i could tell you all about it the sun is just a ball that will explode and all will die and if you like, then i could tell you all about it the sun is just a ball that will explode and all will die if you have time, then i could tell you all about it
9.
the secret 03:39
i still don’t know what she puts in her tea is it sugar is it milk i just want to drink from the water she gives to the boys she calls her friends and kisses with tongue and hides in her bed baby i don’t want no sweet words baby i don’t need no summer trips i just want to know the secret why you’re standing far away from me the people in town have been asking what’s wrong with the boy has he lost his mind he’s reading to plants he’s talking with sheep but the girl is a witch and the grass that she gathers likes poems she’s dancing alone above the woods and i dance alone with her my baby smells like lime and citrus my baby smells like facial sanitizing cream and i just want to know her secret why she’s standing far away from me i just want to know the secret why you’re always far away from me
10.
summer's end 03:54
i don't wanna be like this but what else can i do there's a dark spot in my head it makes me hate you too maybe it's 'cause i realise we reach the end of summer maybe it's 'cause deep down i know it's the best one i will see i don't wanna be like this but no one really wants to be he's painting rooms in perspective she's rollerskating maybe they don't realise we reach the end of summer and that when sleeping in same beds our dreams and heads collide girls will grow into nightmares and boys will grow into nightmares so let's hold hands and cry ourselves to sleep what was i supposed to say

about

all music written and performed by eymd smith

credits

released September 18, 2022

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

eymd smith Athens, Greece

failure, m, 25

contact / help

Contact eymd smith

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like eymd smith, you may also like: